This week is turning into complete and utter shit.
First of all, EVERYTHING in the news just seems to be getting more and more depressing, with the Boston Marathon, and then that huge earthquake, ect. Then, yesterday, my 12 year old sister (who has lupus, which basically causes a million other health issues) wasn’t feeling well so she went to the doctor and got some blood work done. That night we got results back saying that she was anemic and would have to be hospitalized the next morning (today). She’s going to be fine but she is going to be in the hospital for about three days.
It just isn’t fair. She was just starting to feel better and then this hits her. She’s only 12 so she doesn’t realize that she is going to have to deal with this her whole life. I just don’t understand why she had to get stuck with all of this. The poor kid already has low self esteem and a terrible time making friends, why does she have to have all of this piles on top of it.
And now I feel selfish because I skipped school today because the past few days have just drained me. And nothing is even happening to me! I am perfectly healthy (other than the diabetes, but whatever) and all of this shit is just weighing on top of me making me feel terrible.
I really don’t even know where my mind is right now. All I know is that I want to run to distract myself, but I can’t because my blood sugar is low.